Sunday, December 19, 2010

aku fuck engkaw ben !

i didn’t love you? all those nights of me crying were fake? every bs i’ve taken from my parents are fake? yeah that makes total sense right? asshole. please, just leave me be and be with her. you want someone who can be there for you right? and isn’t she there? you see her everyday, heck you had a thing with her. bring back that thing with her, so you don’t got to cheat on your “girlfriend” with her… again. save us both the trouble.. 



and they say romance is dead


Psychological Fact: When a person cries and the first tears comes from the right eyes, it's from HAPPINESS, but when the first drop comes from the left, it's PAIN.
=So, it's true I'm in PAIN!
I’ve been a very negative person in the past and there’s much negativity in me now.  I’m sorry to those whom I’ve hurt with my negativity.  I don’t want to be negative but my heart has a lot of raw pain inside and it needs the radical healing of Jesus and it comes out some times.  My pain is no excuse for hurting people and if I have hurt others, be it willing or unwilling, then I am extremely sorry and want to make amends for reconciliation.  There’s a saying that goes, “Hurting people hurt people”.  I do it wittingly and unwittingly and I own responsibility for that and I know it’s inexcusable.  Iam sorry for it though and don’t want to do it any more, but to get there I need to confess what’s really going on in my heart and let the Healer heal me. 
But I chose to let him go
So why do you act like I still care about him?